tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33778808152496344162024-03-04T23:50:10.086-08:00two spiritLet's get one thing straight, I'm not.Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-85215730776325701552010-08-22T04:11:00.000-07:002010-08-22T04:12:26.001-07:00kupal<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >bat andaming kupal sa mundong ibabaw? nakaka bwisit! sobra!</span><br /><br /></div>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-58189028344939977632010-08-14T23:55:00.000-07:002010-08-15T00:29:54.433-07:00burittos overload<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: arial;">At last! natuloy din... After 2 consecutive Saturdays na di kami natutuloy, friday 'd 13th lang pala ang sagot.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: arial;">Kumain kami ng mahal dahil sa kagustuhan ni B na matakaw ang mata.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: arial;">Mexican food for a change.</span></span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><a style="font-family: arial;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGTqPyvkHxTsME4ohnDRWwpoDcLhqqdbOWZWZUze7HJTEjvLmcCvlgfpW-6n4RDWQwBUUqYjkwLw6dfrCfH79PRThhPdlb84X_GN-pamatSyu1wVpL5l5fjdExIIks7hHxnDZ6sf-7kwM/s1600/73110+037.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGTqPyvkHxTsME4ohnDRWwpoDcLhqqdbOWZWZUze7HJTEjvLmcCvlgfpW-6n4RDWQwBUUqYjkwLw6dfrCfH79PRThhPdlb84X_GN-pamatSyu1wVpL5l5fjdExIIks7hHxnDZ6sf-7kwM/s320/73110+037.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505528363693837506" border="0" /></a></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">uhmmm... yummy! Nachos @ Mexicali.</span><br /><br /><br /><a style="font-family: arial;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4Zzj2vh6EPeNbkHuld6IPmKl6W91tgYnQfjLPjnp2hu9_qGeNoETr_Nyt48FwddBP-JfLRtViWjYpzrG3JgIOdCWlh6R3LrlIK925HGFLB_f0Qe7uRRzqdU5PU6nxhSitkd966qyYIjs/s1600/73110+044.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4Zzj2vh6EPeNbkHuld6IPmKl6W91tgYnQfjLPjnp2hu9_qGeNoETr_Nyt48FwddBP-JfLRtViWjYpzrG3JgIOdCWlh6R3LrlIK925HGFLB_f0Qe7uRRzqdU5PU6nxhSitkd966qyYIjs/s320/73110+044.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505529752621925010" border="0" /></a></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: arial;">Order ni B sa takaw ng mata at para mahal lang ang kainin nya nag order sya ng El Gordo size ng burritos na kasing laki ng braso ko.</span><br /><br /><br /><a style="font-family: arial;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg85kfKUpF-1_tQYSXbe_TneeELxMXk-sIgD0E1V-WbqQiqUtWbry7X1JVMr5Ij4w-wj97ssqX0b2mJPIzEOgHfr_MWm_CzCXhhvWmFHGznA6nVSA4TlMIrH8RwqVL5bRALsart-tq10zg/s1600/73110+047.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg85kfKUpF-1_tQYSXbe_TneeELxMXk-sIgD0E1V-WbqQiqUtWbry7X1JVMr5Ij4w-wj97ssqX0b2mJPIzEOgHfr_MWm_CzCXhhvWmFHGznA6nVSA4TlMIrH8RwqVL5bRALsart-tq10zg/s320/73110+047.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505531274466950722" border="0" /></a></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Di nya nakain ng tama kasi di magkasya sa bibig nya kaya tininidor nya nalang. Kulang pa sa 1/4 ang nakain nya kaya kinabukasan eto padin ang kinain ni B. takaw kasi ng mata!</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Masarap naman yung kinain namin kaso sobrang nakakaumay... Kahit regular size hirap ubusin.</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Kaya kelangan na namin ng pantagal umay. sa San Mig pub kami at nakilala si...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">mai tai</span><br /><a style="font-family: arial;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhC5R7sg1dMSArcZeVxFqvikwdYaz62aIXPJSAFIVyiEYTDOjGBS8e61hpGZaNXj2bxizIsCMAdOxWrQWxiK4W6xRAZLmzvH7WYnHpx2lXPg3dUNiBqz-h-N9LoKLA_2akytZ812K9Bsq0/s1600/73110+061.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhC5R7sg1dMSArcZeVxFqvikwdYaz62aIXPJSAFIVyiEYTDOjGBS8e61hpGZaNXj2bxizIsCMAdOxWrQWxiK4W6xRAZLmzvH7WYnHpx2lXPg3dUNiBqz-h-N9LoKLA_2akytZ812K9Bsq0/s320/73110+061.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505532243770487362" border="0" /></a></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: arial;">Masarap sya parang orange juice lang talaga. =)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Nakilala ko din si weng weng</span><br /><a style="font-family: arial;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfHFfhRMtJRh1rB-S1CJibuy7hTapfAKvh7JKFGoicCRG6kDc-JljKyCU32vrPz4mCjE5LNUWtAfjB8PaMOg0XkzYZ9-fI8-nRxaQ9TX_JP-JYQkb9MnvQO4tieNwvz7H4ItQcHUxLvX4/s1600/Copy+of+73110+079.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfHFfhRMtJRh1rB-S1CJibuy7hTapfAKvh7JKFGoicCRG6kDc-JljKyCU32vrPz4mCjE5LNUWtAfjB8PaMOg0XkzYZ9-fI8-nRxaQ9TX_JP-JYQkb9MnvQO4tieNwvz7H4ItQcHUxLvX4/s320/Copy+of+73110+079.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505534400959855394" border="0" /></a></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: arial;">di naman sila nagkakalayo ni mai tai ng lasa. </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Kelangan magkape kaya Starbucks ang last stop.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Pagkauwi sa bahay, deretso sa banyo, pasok ang daliri sa bibig. solved! di na masakit ang tyan ko, naimpatso ako. </span></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-37519891691849474202010-08-03T03:15:00.000-07:002010-08-03T04:45:42.300-07:00a feeling of intense dislike<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >Hindi to mawawala kanino man. Lahat tayo may kanya-kanyang kinaiinisan at kinabubwisitan. Minsan nga mukha palang nila nakakasira na ng araw mo.<br /><br />Marami ako nito...<br /><br />Si A syempre ang una sa listahan ko. Ok naman kami nung una tolerable pa naman yung kayabangan nya. Pinakikisamahan ko na rin kasi kaibigan sya ni B. Pero di yun nagtagal, nakilala nya kapatid ko, mas yumabang pa sya. Mas nabwisit ako, ok lang minsang magyabang pero sana totoo ang pinagmamayabang mo. Parang may bagyo lagi pag kasama namin sya, punong puno sya ng hangin.<br /><br />Si R a.k.a "Mr. Know-it-all", boyfriend sya nung kapatid ni B nakakabwisit din itsura nya. Lalo na pag nagsasalita sya at nagliliparan ang laway nya at maaamoy mo ang mabahong hininga nya. Plus ang putok nya. Nakakahilo! Grabe to, feeling alam nya lahat. Kahit mali na sya ipaglalaban nya pa din. Di talaga papatalo. Kahit na "composit" ang tawag nya sa "compose pit".<br /><br />Si C, kapatid ni B at ang girlfriend ni R . Naapektohan ata ng anesthesia ang utak nya kaya biglang sumama ang ugali. Galit sya lagi kahit tanungin mo lang, laging pasigaw ang pagsalita. Laging defensive. Wala syang kaibigan. Lahat kasi inaaway nya. Kahit si R, pagmagkasama sila lagi lang silang nag aaway. Nakakarindi sila pareho.<br /><br />Si S, dati kong boss. Ang nagsabi sakin na mahilig akong mag rason. Di ko alam bawal pala yun. Bawal palang ipagtanggol mo sarili mo. Gusto nya kasi "yes mam" ka lagi sa kanya.<br /><br />at dito sa highschool classmate ko na to, di ko naman sya hate as a person. Di ko lang gusto ang maga pinagpopost nya sa facebook. Tulad nito, </span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;" class="UIStory_Message" ><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">"</span><span style="font-style: italic;">I<span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">'ll been waiting forso long,,, But then willing to wait."</span></span> eto pa, </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);" class="UIStory_Message"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">"</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">Like you'll never see me again... like before!."</span> one more,<span style="font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">"</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">This past few days... Puro nalang ako iyak.... Haist!! Nakangiti pero ndi abot hanggang mata. When I can smile again with <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">happinest</span>...('.')"</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"> </span>at <span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">"</span></span><span class="UIStory_Message"><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">let us hvng our lunch.,. Hmmn... Hungrynesz nq."</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"> </span>Oh dba panalo. hehehe. Madalas di ko sya magets. Di naman ako magaling mag english pero di naman ako ganito. Magtatagalog nalang ako para di nalang ako mapahiya. hehe. hayyy...<span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">HAPPINEST! =)</span></span> </span></span>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-18328902076131786272010-08-02T09:39:00.000-07:002010-08-08T12:10:37.274-07:00SAY HEY (ILOVEYOU)<object width="540" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ehu3wy4WkHs&hl=en_US&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ehu3wy4WkHs&hl=en_US&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="540" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:arial;">Ang bagong feel good song namin ni B. Parang ang sarap makisabay sa sayaw. Sana marunong kaming sumayaw. </span></span><br /><br /><pre><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:arial;">I said Hey I be gone today</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">But I be back around the way</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Seems like everywhere I go</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">The more I see the less I know</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">But I know one thing</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">That I love you</span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><br /></span></pre><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:arial;"> the best luck I had was you</span></span><br /></div><pre><br /></pre></div>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-12746279616126574272010-08-02T08:01:00.001-07:002010-08-02T08:55:19.934-07:00Busog<div style="text-align: center; font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;">Masaya na ulit kami ni B. Bati na kami, di daw kasi ako nakikinig. Mga babae talaga kami. Kaya Kumain nalang kami... Nung natirang pagkain sa kinain namin kagabi.<br /></span></div><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQZbN-OjZiknLLST1LVuFdkZHfDpwEayYFELnFrYfYOQOoNQ6NXOG0Z2PidKOgvcUG0JzLh4J-HArNy0E-Vo9YYr3BSBdc3b2jaDc-DZcgHsk7k5oyMmL0j44G2hY5jy5QdjhW2vsTbFY/s1600/73110+018.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQZbN-OjZiknLLST1LVuFdkZHfDpwEayYFELnFrYfYOQOoNQ6NXOG0Z2PidKOgvcUG0JzLh4J-HArNy0E-Vo9YYr3BSBdc3b2jaDc-DZcgHsk7k5oyMmL0j44G2hY5jy5QdjhW2vsTbFY/s320/73110+018.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500838556525587874" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >ang garlic rice na naligo sa mantika. Pero muntikan paring maubos ni B.<br /></span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj3PqINAyvbGWCYjWKV6Gt3L-fGvFZazJ5H9syZ0epMLvdAk-oFmA3vExHlFegvGge2CKLNXEyEh8DMHW_xpvmNZLvBsKqwJZ_WnvM9z2esE4htil8r1UQWDppE5PbvAZeKFxF9gnN0bwM/s1600/73110+017.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj3PqINAyvbGWCYjWKV6Gt3L-fGvFZazJ5H9syZ0epMLvdAk-oFmA3vExHlFegvGge2CKLNXEyEh8DMHW_xpvmNZLvBsKqwJZ_WnvM9z2esE4htil8r1UQWDppE5PbvAZeKFxF9gnN0bwM/s320/73110+017.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500833950974449266" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">ang kapiranggot na litsong kawali na to katumbas ng isang kilo ang presyo.</span> </span><br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitysnKjKW02GAbnBPsDWjwRNUkxMX5rW7I_0uaBXAsFFWaGG_uCgQNm9EC7q30ABBerIghyphenhyphenz7hNA4Hlwi7Rde9NB_7pVbGtDZSjrFadZ3sQGousXDw7iJr47Owrt-H_YQej6zSECIj33o/s1600/73110+016.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitysnKjKW02GAbnBPsDWjwRNUkxMX5rW7I_0uaBXAsFFWaGG_uCgQNm9EC7q30ABBerIghyphenhyphenz7hNA4Hlwi7Rde9NB_7pVbGtDZSjrFadZ3sQGousXDw7iJr47Owrt-H_YQej6zSECIj33o/s320/73110+016.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500832326713325794" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">poborito namin ni B. Mozzarella sticks! nam nam!</span> </span><br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzP6_u12vAPLPli1y7TgJZR8yQ3GbtD7JrJhjAwVCZMiPkpaPojpK_Ika86_nLzaML8-n8rVZVwGM0cVVZBzT4JSDBliZ4zjPhVbQ5Gw23upcE9My9b-piWC_Y-77pavUArw1lARCZ01E/s1600/73110+001.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzP6_u12vAPLPli1y7TgJZR8yQ3GbtD7JrJhjAwVCZMiPkpaPojpK_Ika86_nLzaML8-n8rVZVwGM0cVVZBzT4JSDBliZ4zjPhVbQ5Gw23upcE9My9b-piWC_Y-77pavUArw1lARCZ01E/s320/73110+001.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500831096231079186" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;" >sisig na kinain namin ni B ng dinner hanggang almusal. =) mukha lang syang di masarap sa picture pero ito ang pinakamasarap na sisig na natikman ko.</span> </span></div><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFB5d9aBrKNCymYibjOezSB3_241iyZxDpRBroJkDM3NzRJVjMji597gG_o8JYA1X7yuYYHY_69mONyjNfmRAZkiVR2V20juHUxbINVLY1uBdGydo55Pjmy4wGTjia3BS-iwz1XmsPer4/s1600/73110+003.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFB5d9aBrKNCymYibjOezSB3_241iyZxDpRBroJkDM3NzRJVjMji597gG_o8JYA1X7yuYYHY_69mONyjNfmRAZkiVR2V20juHUxbINVLY1uBdGydo55Pjmy4wGTjia3BS-iwz1XmsPer4/s320/73110+003.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500839386817054706" border="0" /></a><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">eto ang pinakapaborito ko, ang kumain ng carcinogens. ang pagsusunog ng marshmallow habang naghihintay ma upload ang mga pictures sa taas.<br /><br /><br />Kahit minsan di ako ginutom ni B, busog ako lagi sa pagmamahal nya. =)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span></div>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-85791419828980653292010-07-31T09:21:00.000-07:002010-07-31T10:04:54.268-07:00kulang na sukli<span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >Ok na sana ang buong araw ko. Nabawasan ko yung santambak naming labahan, medyo nakapaglinis ng bahay. At may bisita kaming maliit na nilalang. Lumabas kami ni B punta kami ng ATC para makapagkita sa friend nya na di ko alam kung bat kami ininjan. Nag antay kami ng limang oras kasi sabi nya malelate daw sya coz he'll fix few things. Ewan ko lang kung ganu yun ka-few at nakalimutan nya na kami. Kumain nalang kami ni B habang naghihintay, Jamaican pattie tapos isang masarap na chocolate cake. Wala padin friend nya kaya pumunta kami ng power books para magbrowse browse at pagmasdan ang mga engliserang bulilit. Gutom na ulit si B kailangan na naming kumain ulit, diabetic kasi sya kaya madali syang gutumin. Naghanap kami ng makakainan, sarado na yung gusto naming kainan kaya nag isip kami ng iba. Gusto ko ng sisig pero sisig ng Giligan's lang ang gusto ko. Gusto din ni B ng mozzarella stick. Di magandang idea... late ko ng narealize. Di masarap kumain pag umaalog ang bilbil mo dahil sa sobrang lakas ng sound system. Pag nagsisigawan at nagmumura ang katabi mong table na nag iinuman. Pag madaming tao at nagkukulang ang crew. Mas matagal pa kaming naghintay kaysa sa pag ubos ng pagkain namin.<br /><br />Di na namin hinintay friend nya umuwi na kami. Dito nagsimulang matapos ang magandang araw ko. Deretso sa coin purse ang sukli sakin ni mamang driver, "magkanu sukli sayo?" tanung ni B. "dalawang piso." sagot ko. "Huh? sabi ko na sayong syite lang." nagsisimula na sya. "Di kita narinig. Di ko rin sure kung dalawang piso yun." pagtanggol ko sa sarili ko. Di na sya umiimik... Nakarating na kami ng bahay di nya parin ako pinapansin. Nagsisimula na akong magtransform. Nabubwisit na ako, nahiga sya sa kama at di man lang inalis yung mga nilabhang damit. Padabog kong tinanggal at isinalansan sa cabinet. Sira ang cabinet, humiwalay ang pinto.<br /><br />Nakakapagod din pala. Di lahat ng relasyon perfect. Di lahat makakaunawa. Di lahat masaya. Di lahat magpapaubaya.<br /><br />Pagmumukhain ka nyang tanga at papansinin ka nya na parang walang nangyari. Parehas tayo babae kaya dapat mas nauunawaan mo ako. Napapagod na akong amuhin ka.<br /><br />Napapagod man ako pero di ibig sabihin na di na kita mahal. Tao lang kasi ako, di ako perfect. Hindi ako si superwoman. Binibigyan kita ng higit pa sa sobrang pagmamahal, kaya sana wag mong gayahin si mamang driver... suklian mo ako ng tama.</span>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-16291306796664408672010-07-29T05:44:00.000-07:002010-07-29T06:54:41.696-07:00THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5NEZ7Vc3WHouIjndjSYBU6fP-WDy4wOqmVbn_0gvFpGGfBtq6-0fXWrcC3AQEAebZsXyJDm_IMdk0LA7P7xJT1xpvrBCmZsK6r32SAmU3mmZNKR1nzWWR2PHj2yfaDt6Rih2RQAuFIE4/s1600/happiness.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 316px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5NEZ7Vc3WHouIjndjSYBU6fP-WDy4wOqmVbn_0gvFpGGfBtq6-0fXWrcC3AQEAebZsXyJDm_IMdk0LA7P7xJT1xpvrBCmZsK6r32SAmU3mmZNKR1nzWWR2PHj2yfaDt6Rih2RQAuFIE4/s320/happiness.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5499326125795922434" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:georgia,bookman old style,palatino linotype,book antiqua,palatino,trebuchet ms,helvetica,garamond,sans-serif,arial,verdana,avante garde,century gothic,comic sans ms,times,times new roman,serif;" ><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span></span><ul style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"><li><span style="font-size:130%;">B. The love of my life. I don’t know what I’d do without her. I truly believe she completes me. (chessy!) =)</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">When B lets me know how special I make her feel.<br /></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Spending time with B and my family.<br /></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">My family.</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">A clean house makes me happy. =)<br /></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Cooking nice meals for others, especially for B.</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Getting laundry done.</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Good music.</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Seeing honest smile of people around me.</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Taking pictures...of me... hehehe...</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Hearing polite words.</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Making people laugh.</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">South park, American Dad, The simpsons, Family Guy</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Being in love<br /></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Knowing that I am loved.</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Saying "I love you" and hearing it in return.</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Hugs! lots of hugs!</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">chocolate cake. yummy!</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Chinese Foods.<br /></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Learning something new.</span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">Baguio. </span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;">A good night’s sleep.</span></li></ul><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >But I'll be happier if I haven't met A. =)</span>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-9795433022240126662010-07-29T04:07:00.000-07:002010-07-29T05:37:01.447-07:00MY TOP 10 HATE LIST<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiD8r-fWM16DSiAtXn8LVto6ojG5m_FBg-BmaHv7L4AmQyPkvSDXXoj7aFDtm91A9x_TnaEaSZDqBNpFYtWzX_7TV7uwW5RJbgHlSBj5bDHQ7kvxhIvIWm4nfuwvNqzVGaZBfyuvDuQT8M/s1600/hate-image2.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 218px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiD8r-fWM16DSiAtXn8LVto6ojG5m_FBg-BmaHv7L4AmQyPkvSDXXoj7aFDtm91A9x_TnaEaSZDqBNpFYtWzX_7TV7uwW5RJbgHlSBj5bDHQ7kvxhIvIWm4nfuwvNqzVGaZBfyuvDuQT8M/s320/hate-image2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5499306244643076018" border="0" /></a><br /><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">10. </span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >People talking in a loud voice. </span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">My both ears works perfectly, kaya kahit na mahinang boses naririnig ko pa din. Anu pa pag sobrang lakas? This people are so freaking irritating! Para silang nag uusap sa bukid na feeling nila eh ang layo-layo ng kausap nila.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">9. </span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >Strong perfumes.</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> This makes me nauseous. Lalo na pag pinaghalong bango at baho ng taong may gamit.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">8. </span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >I hate homophobics. </span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">No</span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" > </span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">need to explain</span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >.<br /><br />7. Having to repeat myself. </span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">6. </span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >Having nothing to do. </span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">Parang nakakabaliw at gusto ko nalang saksakin ang sarili ko. =)</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">5. </span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >People who say “I know what you’re feeling” when they never had to live your life, nor the situation you’re through.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">4. </span>Garbage collection service. </span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">Nangangamoy na basura namin dahil 2 weeks ng nakatambak tapos may presyo pa ang donation nila. Pero pag malapit na ang pasko halos araw-araw gusto nilang kolektahin ang basura nyo tapos bukod sa donation may kasama pang sobre</span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" > </span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">na may nakasulat na Merry X-mas!</span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">3. </span>Dog poop.</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> Sobrang prone ko dito, kailangan pa akong sabihan ni B. =) ikaw ba naman kasi ang maglakad sa kalsada na puro... </span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><br /><br />2. I hate traffic! </span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">Lalo na dito sa Cavite. Ang buhos-buhos nila na inaabot ng isang oras.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">1. </span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >I HATE B'S FRIEND A.</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> I want to kill her! Kung may super power lang ako, gusto ko yung bumubuga ako ng apoy pag nakikita ko sya. She's so freaking annoying! Sobrang yabang, sobrang yabang, sobrang yabang. Pinaglihi ata sa hangin. Di ko alam kung bakit sya ganun, she's not even good looking. B told me na baka yun lang yung defense mechanism nya. Siguro nga, pero nakakabwisit pa din. She boast about her so called girlfriends, her 5,000.00 checking account and even her payslip. She boast about everything na alam mong puro walang katotohanan. She's stupid, or she acts stupid on purpose kasi papansin sya.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">That's all... I really hate her. =)</span></span>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-39430727928500164522010-07-28T06:30:00.000-07:002010-07-28T07:03:41.494-07:00a 4:30 habit<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: arial;">Eto ang oras ng pagsakit ng ulo ko. Sobrang hirap gisingin ni B! Naasar ako, minsan pinipilit ko syang di gisingin para di na uminit ang ulo ko pero di ko parin matiis. 6:45pm kasi ang pasok ni B sa work, kelangan maaga syang pumasok kasi medyo may kalayuan bahay namin sa office nila. Pero ok lang, nasanay na din ako sa kanya, yun nga lang nabubwisit parin ako. Lalo na pag gising nya tapos nakasimangot sya. Argh! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Sobrang low ng temper ko kaya madali akong magalit. Kaya madami akong kaaway. =) sabi nga ni B masyado daw akong defensive. Pero sa palagay ko hindi naman, sobrang ayaw ko lang sa makukulit na tao. Kung sa unang tanong mo makikiride pa ako sayo, pero pag inulit mo pa yan, ikaw ng makiride sakin... kasi di na ko titigil na ipakitang nabubwisit ako sayo. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Pero kay B, araw araw mang ganito kami...di ko parin sya natitiis. Ganun talaga siguro pag mahal mo yung isang tao. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Wag kang gagamit ng BAKIT sa taong baliw. I am mentally healthy naman pero one time nabwisit ako sa tanong na </span><span style="font-style: italic; font-family: arial;">bakit</span><span style="font-family: arial;">. Feeling ko sumabog ako, at parang gusto kong pumatay ng tao sa unang pagkakataon. Hanggang ngayon pag naiisip ko yun nabubwisit parin ako. Kung ikaw ba naman, tanungin ka ng bakit at sinagot mo nung una tapos susundan nya ulit ng bakit hanggang sa makawalong bakit. Sino ba naman ang matinong tao na matutuwa dun? I really hate her! She's so stupid and so mayabang. (Anyway, she's B's friend) Di ko nga alam kung panu natitiis yun ni B. Sobrang magkaiba sila ni B, B is so smart at walang kayabangan sa buhay. (hindi mayabang si B kaya ako nalang ang magyayabang para sa kanya. ;))</span></span>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-51369120948648329402010-07-27T23:50:00.000-07:002010-07-28T00:53:49.989-07:00I can't even think straight<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">"Siguro nasaktan ka ng sobra kaya ayaw mo na sa lalake." </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">naalala ko may nagsabi nito sakin dati.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">Bakit kaya ganito ang pumapasok agad sa isip nila? Kung isa ito sa mga rason kung bakit ayaw mo na sa lalake, siguro... siguro wala ng straight. We all get hurt, syempre tao lang tayo. Pero this isn't enough reason para maging ganto at ganun ka.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">Ako? Bakit nga ba ako ganito? Madali lang, because I fall in-love. Simpleng sagot sa simpleng tanong. Yun nga lang, mas naiinlove ako sa babae kesa lalake.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">Kung lalake talaga ang gusto mo, masaktan ka man ng milyong beses sa lalake ka pa rin mahuhulog.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">Di nya ata alam na hindi lahat ng babae eh lalake ang gusto. O Ego nya lang yun? whatever it is, wala akong pakialam. Di ko na kailangan pang i-elaborate pa sa kanya.</span><br /></span></span>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-9052263981818335892010-07-27T03:08:00.000-07:002010-07-27T21:45:15.873-07:00WELCOME TO THE LESBO LAND<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2XuWRcIUWosOQAYMCshF2B17-F6g6av0OFZXRRP2JMj5Ww67MXs5y8QFQQU3PWYT07GUP05Vae7GbAxIbt1tkDaqeknOivWW4F1NrcTrVbxxDNpkqUUYW3wV9Q__31vZUI83Xk25UyYw/s1600/lll.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 251px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2XuWRcIUWosOQAYMCshF2B17-F6g6av0OFZXRRP2JMj5Ww67MXs5y8QFQQU3PWYT07GUP05Vae7GbAxIbt1tkDaqeknOivWW4F1NrcTrVbxxDNpkqUUYW3wV9Q__31vZUI83Xk25UyYw/s320/lll.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5498551579400683314" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-size:130%;" >Years ago nung na-realize ko na babae din pala ang gusto ko, feeling ko sobrang init ng pagwelcome nila sa akin. Parang may fireworks at confetti pa. Di ko naman sila pansin dati eh. I know they exist but I just don't care. Pero nung naging kami ni ilog, parang kabote lang sila kung magsulputan. Andami pala nila, bat di ko sila napansin? Ewan ko...di ko din alam ang sagot...<br /><br />May inintroduce na site sakin si ilog at dun mas madami pa akong nakilala isa na dun si B. May </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >femme</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-size:130%;" > (typical na kikay na lesbian) na minsan gusto din ng kapwa femme, may </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >Butch</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-size:130%;" > (yung mga tulad ni B) na may dalawang uri "soft" at "hard" ang arte! May </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >bisexual</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-size:130%;" > (pwede sa girl pwede sa boy) at may </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >Downe</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-size:130%;" > (down to all daw to sabi ni ilog) pwede kahit kanino.<br /><br />Madami narin akong nakilala, yung iba naging kaibigan at naging kaaway . Pero karamihan sa kanila di ko nakita. Madami sila may maputi, may maitim, bata, matanda, maganda, medyo maganda, medyo di maganda, may payat, mataba, kulot, salot...hehe... may parang tatay, may sobrang yabang, may pacute, may cute.... At syempre di papahuli ang mga naglipanang jejemon.<br /><br />Swerte ko kay B, hindi kasi sya jejemon. =) mabait, di mayabang, maputi, matalino at may sense kausap. Yun nga lang walang perfect, medyo malusog sya at di rin matangkad, pero cute naman (sabi nya)=).<br /><br />Una palang di ko na tinago na ganito ako, sa nanay ko una akong nagkumpisal. Di naman sya na shock siguro kasi modern mom na sya. Di nagtagal nalaman narin ng buong pamilya at ng buong barangay. Di ako nahirapan na maging ganito pero di rin naging madali, madami paring kokontra at kokontra sayo, madaming tenga sa paligid mo at ayun paglabas mo instant celebrity kna! Ganto sa amin, wala kasing magawa ang mga tao dun kundi pag usapan ang buhay ng ibang tao. Wala silang pakialam kung may kakainin ba ang pamilya nila. Ang importante sa kanila eh updated sila. Pero wala akong pakialam sa kanila, lalabas ako ng taas noo at wala akong pakialam kung may maapakan akong ano....<br /><br /></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >"Bakit yan? Anu bang makukuha mo dyan?"</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-size:130%;" > eto ang madalas na tanung sakin ng mga lalake, na kala mo eh kung sinong umasta. </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >"bakit sayo anung makukuha ko?"</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-size:130%;" > eto naman ang lagi kong sagot. Minsan kasi yung mga lalakeng ganyan eh yung mga wala namang maipagmamalaki, mga tambay. Mahirap makuha ang respeto lalo na ng mga tulad nila.<br /><br /></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >"Panu ka pagtanda mo wala kang makakasama."</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-size:130%;" > worried si mama sa future ko. </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >"sus! andami ko kayang pamangkin, gusto mo pa ba ng apo?"</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-size:130%;" > di ko siniseryoso mama ko pag alam kong magdadrama na sya. Iiwas nalang ako para di na magbukas ng panibagong conversation.<br /><br /></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >"Ayaw mo bang magkaanak?"</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-size:130%;" > tanong naman ng mga kaibigan ko. </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >"Gusto! syempre. pero kailangan namin ng 100,000.00 para makabuo makakapagdonate ba kayo?"</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-family: arial;font-size:130%;" ><br /><br />Masaya ako, di pa ba sapat yun?</span>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-29895898144745315832010-07-26T20:34:00.000-07:002010-07-27T21:46:16.318-07:00B's REQUEST<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3tXuUCHRznj8LJ3176Ldyz7xIakr3ZwCgsVOcmbC0LKYG2IdfFgg_nWZ-HevW6KHWkSkykl5TbGnax_tWe2I2vw10Xgo9N8aD16lh79C0qVjzgu4ixGnDhgTgGotBlMQHcxdC534zxYI/s1600/bbb.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 236px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3tXuUCHRznj8LJ3176Ldyz7xIakr3ZwCgsVOcmbC0LKYG2IdfFgg_nWZ-HevW6KHWkSkykl5TbGnax_tWe2I2vw10Xgo9N8aD16lh79C0qVjzgu4ixGnDhgTgGotBlMQHcxdC534zxYI/s320/bbb.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5498449294836422418" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >Kinilig si B nung nabasa tong blog ko. Kanina pag-uwi sabi nya gumawa pa daw ako. Ito lang kasi ata ang na-access nya sa Office nila, inspirasyon nya daw para di uminit ang ulo nya sa mga iritadong customer nya. Call center agent si B at ako naman isang butihing may bahay nya. =) Maalaga si B katunayan nyan nung una kaming nagkita 90lbs lang ako pero ngayon 120lbs na. At ngayon pilit kong binabalik sa dati ang timbang ko, at hindi yun madali. Ngayong araw ko lang napagdesisyunang alisin na ang rice sa pagkain ko. Wish ko lang kayanin ko. Sa pagkain kasi kami sobrang nagkakasundo ni B, madalas kaming kumain sa labas. Natuto din akong magluto dahil sa kanya. At lahat ng luto ko paborito nya.<br /><br />Live-in kami ni B ng mahigit 2 years na. Pero hindi yun halata kasi sweet parin kami palagi, di kami nagsasawa sa isa't isa. Di kami nawawalan ng pagkukwentuhan, madalas madami syang baong tsismis galing office nila. PDA kami kung PDA pero light lang. Sabi kasi sa wiki PDA daw </span><span style="font-style: italic; font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >"is the physical demonstration of affection for another person while in the view of others. Holding hands or kissing in public are commonly considered to be unobjectionable forms of public displays of affection"</span><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >. Madalas holding hands kami sa jeep, paglabas ng bahay,sa mall, at sa lahat ng lugar. Tinatanggal lang namin pagkapawisan na pareho ang kamay namin. Nakikiss din kami pero smack lang. Medyo conservative din kasi si B.<br /><br />Naalala ko dati nung nakasakay kami sa jeep, may kasakay kaming dalawang gay. Tinititigan nila si B at nag uusap sila gamit ang sarili nila language. Naiintindihan ko yung iba. "May fes." sabi nung isa. "ma, bayad po detachment lang." pag-abot ni B ng bayad, tumili sila at parang nandiri. "babae din pala." hahahaha! nakajacket kasi si B kaya di halata. Pero pagnagsalita, huli sya! Madalas nga syang natatawag na sir sa mall, palagay ko alam din nilang babae si B kaso naaasiwa lang silang tawaging ma'am kasi mukha na syang lalaki.<br /><br />Mukha lang lalaki si B pero pagdating sa ugali mas babae sya kesa sa akin. Mas masungit sya, mas duwag, mas maarte. Mas madaldal lang ako kesa kanya. Tahimik lang sya, pero pag nagsalita may laman, may sense. Di sya mayabang. Kung medyo mahina ka di mo magegets ang jokes nya. Eto ata ang natutunan nya sa kakabasa ng libro na puro sarcasm.<br /><br />Past time namin ni B ang manuod ng comedy cartoons, paborito namin yung may mga character na tangang tatay. "Family Guy, The Simpsons at American Dad" at ang mga salbaheng character tulad ng "south park" gantong comedy ang gusto namin. Di yung TWILIGHT. Last month kasi nanuod kami ng Twilight para lang makarelate sa sa mga kafacebook namin. At di ko alam na comedy pala yun, ewan ko ba. Bat di ako natatawa? Bat yung mga kasabay naming nanuod eh tawa ng tawa? Comedian ba yung tatay ni bella? Pag linya nya na kasi eh magtatawanan na naman yung mga katabi ko. Naisip ko tuloy "Naintindihan ko ba talaga ang pinanunuod ko?" Tiningnan ko si B di rin sya natatawa. Nabubwisit na sya sa katabi nya na salita ng salita na "si Edward, si Edward!" Habang nagkikiss si Bella at Jacob. "Hello Miss! alam kaya ni Bella na andun si Edward wag mo ng sabihin!" Kaasar pag ganto ang mga katabi mo sa movie house. Gusto ko naman ang Twilight dahil sa character ni Edward na parang too good to be true. Pero ang di namin makakalimutan ni B eh yung matambok na Pwet ni Jacob. Totoo ba yun? hehehe</span>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-20762743552926515092010-07-26T09:49:00.000-07:002010-07-27T21:47:07.677-07:00BOB MARLEY ON HOW TO LOVE A WOMAN<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH43WrLVpjTR0WP1A1YKFObTXo77JpKOXMdY5KAb-cpvH7MjPTSGFXWg8AZVq_icp4hxdVy4xTzIkzooSUHnf2ECKOtjS1TjYW38tVmZP8Rh_bgCaNEgVIzthLUd6Jvgfz0kqR2iQ6EC4/s1600/bebe.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 255px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH43WrLVpjTR0WP1A1YKFObTXo77JpKOXMdY5KAb-cpvH7MjPTSGFXWg8AZVq_icp4hxdVy4xTzIkzooSUHnf2ECKOtjS1TjYW38tVmZP8Rh_bgCaNEgVIzthLUd6Jvgfz0kqR2iQ6EC4/s320/bebe.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5498261318391097602" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-style: italic;">“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.</span>”</span><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><br /><br />I so so love this quote. Kay B ko to nalaman, nabasa ko sa facebook nya. Para sa'kin daw to ginawa nya nung umuwi ako ng Bicol. Sweet nya noh? kahit di sya yung totoong nagsulat, tagos pa din.</span>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-81681282976374234822010-07-26T02:52:00.000-07:002010-07-27T21:47:47.543-07:00dark beauty<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEieJ_3P-obpC0Wo5c9pQWf10lDXFKtUGGmrnw7MuAqWtAOIPN6CYyoSH2NSyG2-r9iJAUERUbNuYAHFgsih0qqYfBcFdxTMtruQTOU6sR_v5LHqxK5vbpBIPi6lZNtl5b61PAxKEmsnPJo/s1600/cin.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 236px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEieJ_3P-obpC0Wo5c9pQWf10lDXFKtUGGmrnw7MuAqWtAOIPN6CYyoSH2NSyG2-r9iJAUERUbNuYAHFgsih0qqYfBcFdxTMtruQTOU6sR_v5LHqxK5vbpBIPi6lZNtl5b61PAxKEmsnPJo/s320/cin.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5498266876522114530" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >Nagtanong si B kung bakit daw </span><span style="font-style: italic; font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >Dark Beauty </span><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >ang nilagay kong pangalan dito eh hindi naman daw ako dark. Meaning lang to ng real name ko, wala kasi akong maisip na iba. Eto yung iba pang meaning ng pangalan ko</span><span style="font-style: italic; font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" > "Born at Night," "Dark-haired Beauty" or "Dark Beauty." </span><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >Di ko kasi alam kung gabi ako pinanganak itetext ko pa nanay ko para tanungin eh matagal magreply yun kelangan ko ng gumawa ng account dito kasi wala na akong magawa. ok lang din sana kung </span><span style="font-style: italic; font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >Dark-haired Beauty </span><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" >ang nilagay ko kasi dark naman hair ko dati kaso nagpahair color ako kaya di na sya dark. </span>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3377880815249634416.post-31609812060751312222010-07-25T23:23:00.000-07:002010-07-27T21:48:21.726-07:00borderline<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi29KpeRx_T_s5Q0LfQhh4zugBA3IM_ISIHBwg79nBQAYzDz2ttDShr6KiwZSqt_cvJGRQTyPj-J5uyFpX1_daOGCLiqN4-JtNCTX_kqWvQ6W8RYsRvPhRonZKjEaclPXJN67ccqf2TUCs/s1600/bbbb.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 243px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi29KpeRx_T_s5Q0LfQhh4zugBA3IM_ISIHBwg79nBQAYzDz2ttDShr6KiwZSqt_cvJGRQTyPj-J5uyFpX1_daOGCLiqN4-JtNCTX_kqWvQ6W8RYsRvPhRonZKjEaclPXJN67ccqf2TUCs/s320/bbbb.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5498500227007908578" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:130%;" ><i style="font-family: arial;">Emotionally unstable personality disorder</i><span style="font-family: arial;">, eto ang alternative definition ng Borderline.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">"it is a condition characterized by impulsive actions, rapidly shifting moods, and chaotic relationships." sabi ng reviewer namin sa psychology.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">"Often there is dependency, separation anxiety, unstable self-image, chronic feelings of emptiness, and threats of self-harm (suicide or self-mutilation)" dagdag nya.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Di ko alam kung bakit tiningnan ako ng mga kaibigan ko. Pati ng ex ko si ilog, "ikaw ata dinidescribe ni sir." sabi nya... "feeling mo?" pataray na sabi ko.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Siguro karamihan nga nito nasa personality ko pero I don't think I have this disorder (denial). ewan ko ba... Ako ba talaga? Borderline? ako? ewan ko...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Pero palagay ko hindi, kasi di naman ako nagkaron ng separation anxiety nung naghiwalay kami. Masaya pa nga ako. Lalong hindi ako nag attempt ng suicide, di ko sasayangin buhay ko sa kanya (bitter?) Hindi, this applies to everyone di ko sasayangin buhay ko para sa ibang tao. By nature moody talaga ako pero hindi naman rapid, palagay ko lahat naman tayo moody. diba?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Hindi rin naman Chaotic mga relationships ko, yun nga lang di nagtatagal. (parang yun na ba yun? =)) Di ako inaabot ng taon sa mga relasyon ko (that was before ilog and before I realized na Babae din pala ang gusto ko.) 2 years kami ni ilog, sya yung first girlfriend ko college classmate ko sya and she's 11 years older than me. Kaya madami kaming differences. Natapos kami ng parang wala lang after ng Board exam. Pero bago pa si ilog na expose na rin ako sa lesbian pero nasa denial stage pa ata ako nun.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Then I met B, sa mall habang nagwawalis ako. (yan ang madalas naming sagot pag tinanung kami kung panu kami nagkakilala) unang kita ko palang sa kanya may spark na, parang fireworks display lang. hehehe... Then we started dating, after ilang araw kami na. Di naman daw kasi uso ang ligawan sa same sex relationship, sabi nya. Well okay, di naman ako pakipot eh. =)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Medyo matagal na kami ni B almost 3 years na. Pero parang laging first meeting lang namin kasi di nawawala yung spark. (oh diba sobrang cheesy?) I really do love her, and I keep falling inlove with her every single day...</span></span>Dark Beautyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16122867256969572156noreply@blogger.com0